Take Your Upliftment!!!

<---peep the 3rd eye shine!

I feel a presence of an eternal upliftment growing within me. An everlasting entity that could never be tainted or stripped from me....


Though these trials whip us hard we are standing strong in faith and the love of our God keeps us safe from all the perils of this world and the snares of the enemy. Gifted on so many levels, uplifting to an ultimate higher level. Spreading love in its simplicity, its genuineness will hold the purest memory. Its a wave of the conscious swaying back and forth, the motion of wisdom and understanding is forming in the upliftment transformation. As we elevate with arms wide open invoking the Spirit of The Most High God to occupy this vessel. We let go of all the doubt and fear, We accept everything the Universe will supply to us. We reach out deep for it to grasp tight to its richness. We gather all good things and praise them in its pure glorious being. We take heed to its journey and find refuge in its knowledge. Life is worth fighting for! The struggle is just a tropical storm, find the beauty in its tragic formation, find shelter in the eye and rest there, you will need your strength to fight back out of it. There is no such course or road to giving up or failure. We are conquerors, feel the God in you and smite your circumstances, grab hold of the misery, hate, and trials and be a champion over it!


Be Uplifted!!!
Rise above it all!!!
Blessed 11/11\11


~ciao.bless~

From The LakeHouse to QsHouse!!!

This occurred Hallows Eve and Halloween Day, so much has happened but this one I can actually talk about hahaha


Well my friends have a BBQ every Sunday. I missed the Sunday before and it was my friends b-day, so I had to show for this one to make up for missing his b-day. I get there and everyone is sleep and half dead lol only 1 person was up and drinking (my kind of man) So we're watching some vampire movie and I'm like "WADDUP YO! WHAT WE DOING?" Cracked open a beer and sat there. I was so ready to party when I first got there. I was so excited to go there that I actually passed the street I was suppose to turn on while getting there, that's how excited I was. To get to a house full of sleepy heads was last on my list of shit to see, not first, actually its not even on my list! Come to find out ex-bday boy had to go to work so I hung out with the rest off the crew. The only one drinking had just gotten off probation, when I heard that I was like "IT'S A CELEBRATION BITCHES!!! WHAT THE FUCK WE DOING?!?!" We continued to sit there and drink and talk. Time went by and I went outside by myself and I heard the neighbors laughing and playing music on their back patio, so i went over there and asked "can you guys keep it down? I have 7 kids next door trying to sleep?" The guy I was talking to was drunk and he was like "yeah yeah no problem" i started laughing "I'm fucking with you, I heard you guys having fun so I wanted to join in." He starts laughing and cussing me out, then invites me in.

Here's where the party kicked off, drinking a shit load of beer and they had some pretty good "wockawocka" if you know what I mean ;) We started playing beer pong, don't ask me who won. Homeboy kept staring at my boobs all night, and his brother and brothers girlfriend were ridiculously funny. Everyone is pretty much shwasted and me and the chick decides to run off to the lake. We both have 2 beers and we're running and dancing by the lake then I get the best idea in the world "I SHOULD GET MY HULA HOOPS!" she says "WHAT THE FUCK! YOU HAVE HULA HOOPS? LETS GO GET THEM!" We start running from the back of the house to my car which is in the front of the house, we both lose our flip flops and were like "fuck it, its wateva!" We get on the side on the house where the driveway is just jagged with rocks and we're both cussing because our feet are just taking a beating. We get to my car and my doors are locked, we go inside the house drunk as shit trying to be quiet to grab my keys and we're knocking shit over and giggling. So much for being quiet!

We get the keys and get the hoops. Now me and her are both going different ways, she wanted to go through the front door and i was on the way back the way we came. I go with her to the front door and its locked! We're banging on the door for someone to let us in and I'm just laughing my ass off with my wet feet. Someone opens the door I kick over the dogs food in the process so now I'm trying to scoop the dogs food back in the bowl, drunk out of my mind! The whole time I'm having a convo with the dog like "sorry puppies I hope you forgive me, Ill bring you a beer when I come back" something stoooooooooopid like that. By the time I finished that, the girl is making out with her boyfriend and I'm like "OK! Time to go!". So we did all that running around to get the hoops and didn't even hoop. Went back to my friends house and crashed out on the couch.

GOOD MORNING!

Its still raining when I woke up and I couldn't remember what exactly happened the night before. I know i brought a case of 18 and i gave away 2 so you do the math on how many I drank. Now that I'm sober and recapping, I remember everything! So I cant leave yet because it was raining and my car is crappy, I would have to drive with the windows down in order to see through my window, and that sucks. I go back to sleep, because it was wicked early too so I needed some more time to sober up. Then I really woke up and it was drizzling so i took a chance driving. I grabbed my hoops and told my friends to put my flip flops up if they find them.

My bare feet and I left!

Now I'm driving with wet feet and my windows are down and then it starts raining harder and my car is taking in water, wetting my notebooks and all the other crazy shit that's always in my car. So I'm at the corner of "pull over time street and self-pity lane". I had no choice but to pull over. I facebook like every hour (because I have nothing better to do with my lame ass life) so this was a facebook moment FA SHO!

So this is how it went:

Perxii Novel T WalshI always get myself in sum kind of foolishness! Now im in foolishness with no shoes, phone bout to die n tummy hurts, no defrost and a headache....can I catch a break?! FML!
Quinton J SheerEsq i feel u sister. I need some AB time


Perxii Novel T Walsh If u dnt mind me with no shoes im not too far from u pulled over lol

Quinton J SheerEsq I can rescue u - call me


Lord knows I needed Captain SaveAhoe right now. I was literally right up the street from my buddy Q and yes indeed I was going over there. I waited 5 more minutes before I left just to see if the rain would let up and it did for 2.5 seconds so I just went, but first I went and got us some peppermint hot cocoa (sooooo goooooooodz!). I get to Qshouse and there's people outside and in my head I'm thinking "I am such a bum right now its ridiculous" So I take a deep breath and proceed to walk bare foot pass the moving men, little kids, and neighbors, all staring like people don't walk bare foot anymore. I'm bringing it back ;/
There's this big ass puddle that I have no choice but to step in it, so I try to tap the surface and get over (drunk talk). Both feet instantly wet again! More self-pity arises as I get to the front door of Qshouse. I open the door and see my buddy's smiling face and he sees the sadness in my eyes "Are you ok?" I replied "My wet bare feet are cold" he looks down and says "OH MY GOD...you were serious!" I replied "THIS SHIT IS REAL SON, THIS IS REAL LIFE YO!" all gangstafied lol. He's like "you look like you need a hug" and I did fa sho! He gives me an awesome hug and gets me a towel and some socks, he's such an awesome friend! I tell him what I knew at the time about the night before and I just go on and on about my life. All the good and the bad, I laid it all on Q. He gave me awesome advice and inspired me, he made me smile and I needed that! Then we chatted about music of course and hung out. Good times!

I think that day got better, I think...wait checking facebook...


Perxii Novel T Walshfinally home...thank you Quinton J SheerEsq for clothing my bare wet feet, i raged too hard lastnight but u put me right back on track...i love you! THIS SHIT IS REAL!


Yeah it got better lol then I took my ass to work and then to Tanquerays to rage it up with my buddies on the solo tip. DONE!!!


~I hope this has tickled you in some way...life is too short to waste it away. Live it, ALL of it!!!~

*The Adventures of Novel-T*



~ciao.bless~

Time is high and thats why it flies!!!

Ill tell you what i remember lol

Trippin in the woods and on stage ragin to the best blackout jam, falling off a cart scrapping my leg, thinking my shoulder was dislocated...it still hurts til this day. dancing, singing, culture, leghumps, desires, tragedy, heartache, travel, car problems, love, lust, eeeewwwww, smiles,

Drum circles, awkward moments, awesome jokes, weird randomocity, 6am jam session, wanting to make out with this dude but was too shy lol i know "me, shy?" haha yes i get shy sometimes...

Nosey friends, friends that dont care, friends that think i care and those that are jealous that i dont care, loving and caring friends, musically insane friends, true friends, friends back from the army, friends from my hometown moving down south, ALL of the above, its a journey with all of them

Working on an EP with an extremely low budget, i mean like severely extremely low budget lol but its working out and now its just my poetry book that needs the most TLC right now on the money side, all these little upliftments should be available 11/11/11. This one project makes me smile and im diggin every song on there.

Recording albums, gigs, jams, writing, helping those in need, praying, my mom traveling overseas, dreads, afro's, hoe's, indie fest, folk, hip hop, funk, reggae, surviving, uplifting the mind and soul, basking in the ambience of positivity, drained from loveless love, keeping up with the big dogs, alianation, beach, lakes, occupy orlando, F! THE MAN FEST promos, networking, podcasts, collaborations, inspiration, meditation, hula hoops, empowering, ALL PART OF THE ADVENTURE'S OF NOVEL-T!

I LOVE MY FUNK'D UP LIFE!!!

~ciao.bless~

Cars and Porn will ruin your life!

Laugh a little, I dont mind!
Ill be quick with this one!


I got my car fixed (yay me!) Went to spend the night at a friends house, hanging and shit. Around 11pm my car alarm starts going off, so the voice in my head is like "wtf somebody trying to steal the Mercedes?!" (yes i drive a neon). Anyways, I go outside and nothing suspect is going on so I turn it off. Here's the thing about this alarm i don't even have a remote to boopboop it to shut it off. So when ever it comes time to shut it off i have to physically walk to where ever my car is and put the key in the door(stooooo-ped right?). The alarm stops, I go back in the apartment, and this bitch goes off again like 20 minutes later and every 20 minutes after every damn 20 minutes. I sober up and get smart like "dude read the manual on how to deactivate it". Now I'm outside reading in the dark cause my inside lights don't work, typical (evidently i didn't sober up enough). I figure it out and it basically said I have to physically go around and lock each door or just leave my car unlocked. What the hell type of options is that? *wack* I go around and lock them and go inside. Now everyones high and going to sleep and 40 minutes pass and no alarm going off I'm like "word I did it".

I found a movie on HBO and I fell asleep with the remote in my hand. I don't know how much longer later my friend comes out her room like "Donkey?!" (that's what she calls me, its a long story) immediately when i heard her voice i heard the alarm going off too, so I knew she was waking me up about that. I open my eyes and low and behold theres full blow porn on the TV 2 chicks and a dude getting it on. Now the sound from the TV being semi loud is kicking in my senses and I'm like "I swear to God I'm not watching this!!!" as i frantically try to change the channel and turn the volume down. I go outside to my car cussing up a storm again, because I know her neighbors are tired of this shit too. I just leave the doors unlock. I go inside and TURN THE TV OFF actually I ain't gonna lie I did go back n peep but it was wack and a weird feeling like "really are u about to watch this?" (I'm retarded)I shut it off and go to bed. The next morning my friend totally calls me out on the porn shit she said, "you were like the little kid who got caught jacking off to some porn, you know u was watching that shit, don't lie!" I started laughing my ass off and had to explain the situation properly to her husband cause he was like "whaaaaat Donkey was watching porn?". We were probably laughing for like 20 minutes, straight cracking jokes. And then my alarm goes off, and I yelled out SON OF A BITCH!

I hope you enjoyed this little piece of my life ;) feel free to laugh your ass off!

P.S. The car alarm still goes off ;-/


~ciao.bless~

The loneliness!

I feel abandoned.

In this very moment I feel as though all my friends have forsaken me. Every time they call me to keep them company I'm always jumping up to go see them. No one comes to see me and that hurts. Maybe I'm just not as cool as I thought I was. Here's what irks me too, I have to hear through other people about a project my friends are doing, so clearly if they didn't come to me and ask me then that means they don't want me to be a part of it right? Maybe they see I have nothing to offer and I would waste their time. People say I'm creative all the time and when they are doing creative things they don't want me a part of it. They say they love my band but when they put on shows they don't book us. They say I'm so fun to be around but they don't want to hang out with me. I don't get this bullshit.

Here's the thing and now I'm about to sound a little racist and believe me Im not but this is just how I feel sometimes because of what Ive seen, and this is my life so calm down. When I first moved here I was meeting people and trying to find my niche. I'm all about indie, retro, punk, funk, rock everything and I go to these places where the majority of the people are white. I start conversations trying to be social and I didn't get the time of day from so many people. So I'm like "WTF I'M THE SHIT BITCH, YOU'LL SEE!" I finally meet this white girl that I like hanging with and the same people that wouldn't give me the time of day are talking to me now. I bet you if I didn't have a white friend by my side going out nobody would give me the time of day. I don't even know why its so hard to have black friends down here in Florida. Maybe I'm too white for the blacks and to black for the whites and the fact that I'm a plus size chick with dreads and I dress weirdly nice, I get judged instantly and nobody really knows how to read me.

I could be wrong...

Let check this scenerio...I met this couple they're white with dreads and we hang out on occasions only when I'm with my white home girl. So they came to my house yesterday and pick up my roomie who is a white girl with dreads to go spend the day together. Now we all know each other and everyone has the day off and we're supposedly "friends" no one said "hey wat are you doing? you wanna hangout?" They just left. They didnt want to hang with me, point taken. So how am I suppose to feel about that? your answer goes here->
Exactly....This is how I see it, either you don't want to hang with me because you don't like me or you don't want to hang with me because you don't like me. Simple.

Here's another situation for ya...Places I tell my friends I want to go, they go with other people and they have the nerves to be all excited and rubbing in my face about we went this place and that place and did all this and that. Here it comes "Oh i forgot you said you wanted to go there." NO BITCH I GAVE YOU THE IDEA HOE! Sorry I just get mad at bullshit situations...I love my friends sometime I just gotta get gangsta, not all the time.

One more thing that bothers me is when your "friend" is having a party and your other friend tells you your friend that you hang with and talk to ALL the time is having a party, doesn't that mean you weren't invited? Why do I always have to be the one not asked directly? There's clearly something I lack that's why these people don't want to be around me.

I miss home!

I may be stuck in between 2 worlds but the feeling of loneliness is the same where ever the I choose to stay or not stay.

I don't get it!

~ciao.bless~

Damn! Its been a flipping while!!!

So last time I blogged I lost my job. Still havent found one. My band is doing good, in the middle of recording. I fucked up in school because of car situations and being basically homeless from leaving a hostile environment. I was ready to whope some ass lol. I had to stay with a friend for a month and now I live in a duplex, new roomie, check back in three months and see where we stand (you know how that goes). This AC thing might be a problem, I refuse to be cold, she tripping!

Making Hula Hoops now and learning new tricks check us out at www.happyhulahoops.com Dude I make a sick hoop.

So I bought a car and it was shitty, traded it in for a shitty car still and have payments. That bitch broke down the 2nd week I had it. I should never go car shopping by myself. It has been at my friends house for 4 months and I finally got it towed to my house. Getting parts to fix it tomorrow and the mechanic lives next door so thats a plus. Im excited, I havent been myself without a car and Ive been slacking on the socialite thing okkk!

For the most part my sanity creeps in once in a while, thats nice for it to say hey and then leave me stranded in my insanity. Its all good. I cant wait for this album to get done even though Im having problems recording but thats recording for ya. I just want to be in the studio all day getting it in and doing more just to get it right and move on to the next. Im being patient and not rushing anything and trying not to doubt myself anymore. I broke down last week. After getting dumped by my sex buddy and worrying about the gig I knew I wasnt ready for, then I had all my psychological issues and my house being a mess, stressing over school and the car, and my mom, missing my dad, and hungry...I LOST IT!

Negativity creeped in and the spiritual warfare got physically. Seriously speaking Im dealing with a demon. These scratches on my chest and face validated it for me. Only God can see me out of this one and I wont worry or have fear. My God defeats demons always so itll be easy to whope some ass!

Anyways Im getting tired and I have a long day tomorrow, struggling with the masses of this world. The atmosphere is thick with everything imaginable thats not tangible. Ill tell you about my neighbors next time and whatever adventures I can remember.

~ciao.bless~

IM FREE!

I was fired from my job who knows when....but I am FREE!

How do you not know when you was fired?

Good question let me share another misadventure with you

I started with this company 4/13/2009 took a drug test and started working. I started getting upset with this company for many administrative problems. I started working from home and a lot of things started changing which made me become frustrated. I started wishing they would fire me so I can get paid and not work. I started slacking and got wrote up then I had to work in the building plus my internet was messed up so I had no choice but to continue working there. I was told I needed to meet with HR the next day. I'm in the office with HR and 2 other idiots and they said I failed the drug test I took over a year ago. They didn't answer any of my questions on statue of limitation, I even offered to take another test. They put me on paid suspension telling me not to contact them, they would contact me. The nerve of those bastards! So I go home and start focusing on my dads memorial service which I didn't put in any vacation time for and packing to move. I waited and waited then they finally call me 1 time 2 days before I leave for Boston. I didn't answer because I didn't want to be bothered with it, I would deal with it when I got back. I get back from Boston and 2 days later I get a call from my friend OUT OF STATE telling me I'm out of a job. I call my team lead and this bitch, well let me tell you what the bitch said.

TeamLead: Hi well the news we got back from HR wasn't good, they sent out an email and you are no longer with the company...so how can I help you"

Me: Well uhmmmm was anyone going to contact me and tell me? what was I fired for? what did the email say? I find it to be unprofessional that a big corporate business fails to inform an employee that they are fired. I had to find out that I was let go from someone 8 states away!

after all I just said her response was

TL: Who told you? I dont know but I advise you to talk to HR

me: Stupid Bitch dont know shit! (then I hung up the phone)

I call HR and nobody answers and I leave plenty of messages. Some bitch calls me back 5 days later and I tell her whats going on. She tells me she will see whats going on because she knows nothing about the case and will call me back. That bitch still hasn't called me back! So now those bitches still pay me and I am free to be me.

Shackled by the corporate captivity called work I lost myself and some more pieces of my sanity. I put off everything for a job that didn't give 2 shits about me. So glad I'm free so Fuck you and still Pay me BITCHEZZZZ! :-P

I'M FREE! I'M FREE! I'M FREE! FUCK THE MAN! I'M FREE! I'M FREE! I'M FREE!


~ciao.bless~