Take Your Upliftment!!!

<---peep the 3rd eye shine!

I feel a presence of an eternal upliftment growing within me. An everlasting entity that could never be tainted or stripped from me....


Though these trials whip us hard we are standing strong in faith and the love of our God keeps us safe from all the perils of this world and the snares of the enemy. Gifted on so many levels, uplifting to an ultimate higher level. Spreading love in its simplicity, its genuineness will hold the purest memory. Its a wave of the conscious swaying back and forth, the motion of wisdom and understanding is forming in the upliftment transformation. As we elevate with arms wide open invoking the Spirit of The Most High God to occupy this vessel. We let go of all the doubt and fear, We accept everything the Universe will supply to us. We reach out deep for it to grasp tight to its richness. We gather all good things and praise them in its pure glorious being. We take heed to its journey and find refuge in its knowledge. Life is worth fighting for! The struggle is just a tropical storm, find the beauty in its tragic formation, find shelter in the eye and rest there, you will need your strength to fight back out of it. There is no such course or road to giving up or failure. We are conquerors, feel the God in you and smite your circumstances, grab hold of the misery, hate, and trials and be a champion over it!


Be Uplifted!!!
Rise above it all!!!
Blessed 11/11\11


~ciao.bless~

From The LakeHouse to QsHouse!!!

This occurred Hallows Eve and Halloween Day, so much has happened but this one I can actually talk about hahaha


Well my friends have a BBQ every Sunday. I missed the Sunday before and it was my friends b-day, so I had to show for this one to make up for missing his b-day. I get there and everyone is sleep and half dead lol only 1 person was up and drinking (my kind of man) So we're watching some vampire movie and I'm like "WADDUP YO! WHAT WE DOING?" Cracked open a beer and sat there. I was so ready to party when I first got there. I was so excited to go there that I actually passed the street I was suppose to turn on while getting there, that's how excited I was. To get to a house full of sleepy heads was last on my list of shit to see, not first, actually its not even on my list! Come to find out ex-bday boy had to go to work so I hung out with the rest off the crew. The only one drinking had just gotten off probation, when I heard that I was like "IT'S A CELEBRATION BITCHES!!! WHAT THE FUCK WE DOING?!?!" We continued to sit there and drink and talk. Time went by and I went outside by myself and I heard the neighbors laughing and playing music on their back patio, so i went over there and asked "can you guys keep it down? I have 7 kids next door trying to sleep?" The guy I was talking to was drunk and he was like "yeah yeah no problem" i started laughing "I'm fucking with you, I heard you guys having fun so I wanted to join in." He starts laughing and cussing me out, then invites me in.

Here's where the party kicked off, drinking a shit load of beer and they had some pretty good "wockawocka" if you know what I mean ;) We started playing beer pong, don't ask me who won. Homeboy kept staring at my boobs all night, and his brother and brothers girlfriend were ridiculously funny. Everyone is pretty much shwasted and me and the chick decides to run off to the lake. We both have 2 beers and we're running and dancing by the lake then I get the best idea in the world "I SHOULD GET MY HULA HOOPS!" she says "WHAT THE FUCK! YOU HAVE HULA HOOPS? LETS GO GET THEM!" We start running from the back of the house to my car which is in the front of the house, we both lose our flip flops and were like "fuck it, its wateva!" We get on the side on the house where the driveway is just jagged with rocks and we're both cussing because our feet are just taking a beating. We get to my car and my doors are locked, we go inside the house drunk as shit trying to be quiet to grab my keys and we're knocking shit over and giggling. So much for being quiet!

We get the keys and get the hoops. Now me and her are both going different ways, she wanted to go through the front door and i was on the way back the way we came. I go with her to the front door and its locked! We're banging on the door for someone to let us in and I'm just laughing my ass off with my wet feet. Someone opens the door I kick over the dogs food in the process so now I'm trying to scoop the dogs food back in the bowl, drunk out of my mind! The whole time I'm having a convo with the dog like "sorry puppies I hope you forgive me, Ill bring you a beer when I come back" something stoooooooooopid like that. By the time I finished that, the girl is making out with her boyfriend and I'm like "OK! Time to go!". So we did all that running around to get the hoops and didn't even hoop. Went back to my friends house and crashed out on the couch.

GOOD MORNING!

Its still raining when I woke up and I couldn't remember what exactly happened the night before. I know i brought a case of 18 and i gave away 2 so you do the math on how many I drank. Now that I'm sober and recapping, I remember everything! So I cant leave yet because it was raining and my car is crappy, I would have to drive with the windows down in order to see through my window, and that sucks. I go back to sleep, because it was wicked early too so I needed some more time to sober up. Then I really woke up and it was drizzling so i took a chance driving. I grabbed my hoops and told my friends to put my flip flops up if they find them.

My bare feet and I left!

Now I'm driving with wet feet and my windows are down and then it starts raining harder and my car is taking in water, wetting my notebooks and all the other crazy shit that's always in my car. So I'm at the corner of "pull over time street and self-pity lane". I had no choice but to pull over. I facebook like every hour (because I have nothing better to do with my lame ass life) so this was a facebook moment FA SHO!

So this is how it went:

Perxii Novel T WalshI always get myself in sum kind of foolishness! Now im in foolishness with no shoes, phone bout to die n tummy hurts, no defrost and a headache....can I catch a break?! FML!
Quinton J SheerEsq i feel u sister. I need some AB time


Perxii Novel T Walsh If u dnt mind me with no shoes im not too far from u pulled over lol

Quinton J SheerEsq I can rescue u - call me


Lord knows I needed Captain SaveAhoe right now. I was literally right up the street from my buddy Q and yes indeed I was going over there. I waited 5 more minutes before I left just to see if the rain would let up and it did for 2.5 seconds so I just went, but first I went and got us some peppermint hot cocoa (sooooo goooooooodz!). I get to Qshouse and there's people outside and in my head I'm thinking "I am such a bum right now its ridiculous" So I take a deep breath and proceed to walk bare foot pass the moving men, little kids, and neighbors, all staring like people don't walk bare foot anymore. I'm bringing it back ;/
There's this big ass puddle that I have no choice but to step in it, so I try to tap the surface and get over (drunk talk). Both feet instantly wet again! More self-pity arises as I get to the front door of Qshouse. I open the door and see my buddy's smiling face and he sees the sadness in my eyes "Are you ok?" I replied "My wet bare feet are cold" he looks down and says "OH MY GOD...you were serious!" I replied "THIS SHIT IS REAL SON, THIS IS REAL LIFE YO!" all gangstafied lol. He's like "you look like you need a hug" and I did fa sho! He gives me an awesome hug and gets me a towel and some socks, he's such an awesome friend! I tell him what I knew at the time about the night before and I just go on and on about my life. All the good and the bad, I laid it all on Q. He gave me awesome advice and inspired me, he made me smile and I needed that! Then we chatted about music of course and hung out. Good times!

I think that day got better, I think...wait checking facebook...


Perxii Novel T Walshfinally home...thank you Quinton J SheerEsq for clothing my bare wet feet, i raged too hard lastnight but u put me right back on track...i love you! THIS SHIT IS REAL!


Yeah it got better lol then I took my ass to work and then to Tanquerays to rage it up with my buddies on the solo tip. DONE!!!


~I hope this has tickled you in some way...life is too short to waste it away. Live it, ALL of it!!!~

*The Adventures of Novel-T*



~ciao.bless~

Time is high and thats why it flies!!!

Ill tell you what i remember lol

Trippin in the woods and on stage ragin to the best blackout jam, falling off a cart scrapping my leg, thinking my shoulder was dislocated...it still hurts til this day. dancing, singing, culture, leghumps, desires, tragedy, heartache, travel, car problems, love, lust, eeeewwwww, smiles,

Drum circles, awkward moments, awesome jokes, weird randomocity, 6am jam session, wanting to make out with this dude but was too shy lol i know "me, shy?" haha yes i get shy sometimes...

Nosey friends, friends that dont care, friends that think i care and those that are jealous that i dont care, loving and caring friends, musically insane friends, true friends, friends back from the army, friends from my hometown moving down south, ALL of the above, its a journey with all of them

Working on an EP with an extremely low budget, i mean like severely extremely low budget lol but its working out and now its just my poetry book that needs the most TLC right now on the money side, all these little upliftments should be available 11/11/11. This one project makes me smile and im diggin every song on there.

Recording albums, gigs, jams, writing, helping those in need, praying, my mom traveling overseas, dreads, afro's, hoe's, indie fest, folk, hip hop, funk, reggae, surviving, uplifting the mind and soul, basking in the ambience of positivity, drained from loveless love, keeping up with the big dogs, alianation, beach, lakes, occupy orlando, F! THE MAN FEST promos, networking, podcasts, collaborations, inspiration, meditation, hula hoops, empowering, ALL PART OF THE ADVENTURE'S OF NOVEL-T!

I LOVE MY FUNK'D UP LIFE!!!

~ciao.bless~

Cars and Porn will ruin your life!

Laugh a little, I dont mind!
Ill be quick with this one!


I got my car fixed (yay me!) Went to spend the night at a friends house, hanging and shit. Around 11pm my car alarm starts going off, so the voice in my head is like "wtf somebody trying to steal the Mercedes?!" (yes i drive a neon). Anyways, I go outside and nothing suspect is going on so I turn it off. Here's the thing about this alarm i don't even have a remote to boopboop it to shut it off. So when ever it comes time to shut it off i have to physically walk to where ever my car is and put the key in the door(stooooo-ped right?). The alarm stops, I go back in the apartment, and this bitch goes off again like 20 minutes later and every 20 minutes after every damn 20 minutes. I sober up and get smart like "dude read the manual on how to deactivate it". Now I'm outside reading in the dark cause my inside lights don't work, typical (evidently i didn't sober up enough). I figure it out and it basically said I have to physically go around and lock each door or just leave my car unlocked. What the hell type of options is that? *wack* I go around and lock them and go inside. Now everyones high and going to sleep and 40 minutes pass and no alarm going off I'm like "word I did it".

I found a movie on HBO and I fell asleep with the remote in my hand. I don't know how much longer later my friend comes out her room like "Donkey?!" (that's what she calls me, its a long story) immediately when i heard her voice i heard the alarm going off too, so I knew she was waking me up about that. I open my eyes and low and behold theres full blow porn on the TV 2 chicks and a dude getting it on. Now the sound from the TV being semi loud is kicking in my senses and I'm like "I swear to God I'm not watching this!!!" as i frantically try to change the channel and turn the volume down. I go outside to my car cussing up a storm again, because I know her neighbors are tired of this shit too. I just leave the doors unlock. I go inside and TURN THE TV OFF actually I ain't gonna lie I did go back n peep but it was wack and a weird feeling like "really are u about to watch this?" (I'm retarded)I shut it off and go to bed. The next morning my friend totally calls me out on the porn shit she said, "you were like the little kid who got caught jacking off to some porn, you know u was watching that shit, don't lie!" I started laughing my ass off and had to explain the situation properly to her husband cause he was like "whaaaaat Donkey was watching porn?". We were probably laughing for like 20 minutes, straight cracking jokes. And then my alarm goes off, and I yelled out SON OF A BITCH!

I hope you enjoyed this little piece of my life ;) feel free to laugh your ass off!

P.S. The car alarm still goes off ;-/


~ciao.bless~

The loneliness!

I feel abandoned.

In this very moment I feel as though all my friends have forsaken me. Every time they call me to keep them company I'm always jumping up to go see them. No one comes to see me and that hurts. Maybe I'm just not as cool as I thought I was. Here's what irks me too, I have to hear through other people about a project my friends are doing, so clearly if they didn't come to me and ask me then that means they don't want me to be a part of it right? Maybe they see I have nothing to offer and I would waste their time. People say I'm creative all the time and when they are doing creative things they don't want me a part of it. They say they love my band but when they put on shows they don't book us. They say I'm so fun to be around but they don't want to hang out with me. I don't get this bullshit.

Here's the thing and now I'm about to sound a little racist and believe me Im not but this is just how I feel sometimes because of what Ive seen, and this is my life so calm down. When I first moved here I was meeting people and trying to find my niche. I'm all about indie, retro, punk, funk, rock everything and I go to these places where the majority of the people are white. I start conversations trying to be social and I didn't get the time of day from so many people. So I'm like "WTF I'M THE SHIT BITCH, YOU'LL SEE!" I finally meet this white girl that I like hanging with and the same people that wouldn't give me the time of day are talking to me now. I bet you if I didn't have a white friend by my side going out nobody would give me the time of day. I don't even know why its so hard to have black friends down here in Florida. Maybe I'm too white for the blacks and to black for the whites and the fact that I'm a plus size chick with dreads and I dress weirdly nice, I get judged instantly and nobody really knows how to read me.

I could be wrong...

Let check this scenerio...I met this couple they're white with dreads and we hang out on occasions only when I'm with my white home girl. So they came to my house yesterday and pick up my roomie who is a white girl with dreads to go spend the day together. Now we all know each other and everyone has the day off and we're supposedly "friends" no one said "hey wat are you doing? you wanna hangout?" They just left. They didnt want to hang with me, point taken. So how am I suppose to feel about that? your answer goes here->
Exactly....This is how I see it, either you don't want to hang with me because you don't like me or you don't want to hang with me because you don't like me. Simple.

Here's another situation for ya...Places I tell my friends I want to go, they go with other people and they have the nerves to be all excited and rubbing in my face about we went this place and that place and did all this and that. Here it comes "Oh i forgot you said you wanted to go there." NO BITCH I GAVE YOU THE IDEA HOE! Sorry I just get mad at bullshit situations...I love my friends sometime I just gotta get gangsta, not all the time.

One more thing that bothers me is when your "friend" is having a party and your other friend tells you your friend that you hang with and talk to ALL the time is having a party, doesn't that mean you weren't invited? Why do I always have to be the one not asked directly? There's clearly something I lack that's why these people don't want to be around me.

I miss home!

I may be stuck in between 2 worlds but the feeling of loneliness is the same where ever the I choose to stay or not stay.

I don't get it!

~ciao.bless~

Damn! Its been a flipping while!!!

So last time I blogged I lost my job. Still havent found one. My band is doing good, in the middle of recording. I fucked up in school because of car situations and being basically homeless from leaving a hostile environment. I was ready to whope some ass lol. I had to stay with a friend for a month and now I live in a duplex, new roomie, check back in three months and see where we stand (you know how that goes). This AC thing might be a problem, I refuse to be cold, she tripping!

Making Hula Hoops now and learning new tricks check us out at www.happyhulahoops.com Dude I make a sick hoop.

So I bought a car and it was shitty, traded it in for a shitty car still and have payments. That bitch broke down the 2nd week I had it. I should never go car shopping by myself. It has been at my friends house for 4 months and I finally got it towed to my house. Getting parts to fix it tomorrow and the mechanic lives next door so thats a plus. Im excited, I havent been myself without a car and Ive been slacking on the socialite thing okkk!

For the most part my sanity creeps in once in a while, thats nice for it to say hey and then leave me stranded in my insanity. Its all good. I cant wait for this album to get done even though Im having problems recording but thats recording for ya. I just want to be in the studio all day getting it in and doing more just to get it right and move on to the next. Im being patient and not rushing anything and trying not to doubt myself anymore. I broke down last week. After getting dumped by my sex buddy and worrying about the gig I knew I wasnt ready for, then I had all my psychological issues and my house being a mess, stressing over school and the car, and my mom, missing my dad, and hungry...I LOST IT!

Negativity creeped in and the spiritual warfare got physically. Seriously speaking Im dealing with a demon. These scratches on my chest and face validated it for me. Only God can see me out of this one and I wont worry or have fear. My God defeats demons always so itll be easy to whope some ass!

Anyways Im getting tired and I have a long day tomorrow, struggling with the masses of this world. The atmosphere is thick with everything imaginable thats not tangible. Ill tell you about my neighbors next time and whatever adventures I can remember.

~ciao.bless~

IM FREE!

I was fired from my job who knows when....but I am FREE!

How do you not know when you was fired?

Good question let me share another misadventure with you

I started with this company 4/13/2009 took a drug test and started working. I started getting upset with this company for many administrative problems. I started working from home and a lot of things started changing which made me become frustrated. I started wishing they would fire me so I can get paid and not work. I started slacking and got wrote up then I had to work in the building plus my internet was messed up so I had no choice but to continue working there. I was told I needed to meet with HR the next day. I'm in the office with HR and 2 other idiots and they said I failed the drug test I took over a year ago. They didn't answer any of my questions on statue of limitation, I even offered to take another test. They put me on paid suspension telling me not to contact them, they would contact me. The nerve of those bastards! So I go home and start focusing on my dads memorial service which I didn't put in any vacation time for and packing to move. I waited and waited then they finally call me 1 time 2 days before I leave for Boston. I didn't answer because I didn't want to be bothered with it, I would deal with it when I got back. I get back from Boston and 2 days later I get a call from my friend OUT OF STATE telling me I'm out of a job. I call my team lead and this bitch, well let me tell you what the bitch said.

TeamLead: Hi well the news we got back from HR wasn't good, they sent out an email and you are no longer with the company...so how can I help you"

Me: Well uhmmmm was anyone going to contact me and tell me? what was I fired for? what did the email say? I find it to be unprofessional that a big corporate business fails to inform an employee that they are fired. I had to find out that I was let go from someone 8 states away!

after all I just said her response was

TL: Who told you? I dont know but I advise you to talk to HR

me: Stupid Bitch dont know shit! (then I hung up the phone)

I call HR and nobody answers and I leave plenty of messages. Some bitch calls me back 5 days later and I tell her whats going on. She tells me she will see whats going on because she knows nothing about the case and will call me back. That bitch still hasn't called me back! So now those bitches still pay me and I am free to be me.

Shackled by the corporate captivity called work I lost myself and some more pieces of my sanity. I put off everything for a job that didn't give 2 shits about me. So glad I'm free so Fuck you and still Pay me BITCHEZZZZ! :-P

I'M FREE! I'M FREE! I'M FREE! FUCK THE MAN! I'M FREE! I'M FREE! I'M FREE!


~ciao.bless~

Oh what a Night! and tripped out morning!

The night of 11/10/2010 was amazingly crazy, the next morning i was tripping!

Well first it was my friend S.K.I.P's CD release party

• http://www.skiptheartist.com
• http://www.secondsubject.com
• http://skip.bandcamp.com

This dude is sick to death, such a hard working creative individual. His entity is a necessity for all cultures of music. Hip Hop Rock Funk with mind stimulating concrete imagery lyrics, indeed a must hear and looking at him is a pleasure too.
Swamburger and Divinci from Solillaquists of Sound http://www.solilla.com brought back VOCALIZATION. I love these dudes and their wives, who were in the crowd as well. Rappers jumped on the mic sharing the love of hip hop while Divinci had us head banging to some bionic sounds from his MPCs. Swam kept us hyped all night convicting our souls with insightful rhymes. When I say "Characters Welcomed" I totally mean it. Invitation was extended to anyone in the crowd to speak freely anything they feel you didn't necessarily have to be a singer or rapper and I loved that. I had 6 shots of patron and 4 beers, so i was on my way to where I kept saying I needed to be and that is W A S T E D! I was having a blast recording the event and seeing familiar faces is always a pleasure to me. To support S.K.I.P and his love of music which is sick like the rest of us. I love S.K.I.Ps creativity and his hard work really shows, I'm definitely a fan for life.

I leave with friends and they had to jump the car so ran back to use the bathroom and bumped into my friend Rob coming out of BackBooth. Great he sees me when I have to pee and we have this whole thing when we hug its just this thing we do lol Love that dude. I talked to him then ran to the bathroom and didn't want to go home yet so I went to Tanqueray's (my spot) to hear some Kaleigh Baker http://www.myspace.com/kaleighbaker , http://www.rockyagirl.com she is awesome! I haven't seen or heard her in a while so I went there and continued my saga of patron shots and beer, yuengling to be exact. Kaleigh is singing I'm talking to random people and seen some more familiar faces, I drank alot so I was going to the bathroom freeeeeeequently.

One particular bathroom trip there's some chick named Erica throwing up in the bathroom stall but not utilizing the toilet so all the vomit was leaking out the stall. I go in the mens bathroom where the urinal was free to pee (what female you know uses a urinal? not this one either) so in the stall a guy is peeing. I'm drunk and having to pee real bad so I go off on the dude like "are you bitch pissng right now?" he says "what the fuck is that?" ugh! he answered a question with a question (pet peeve) so I answer "you have to sit down to pee because the urinal is fully available" then he comes out laughing i go in damn near peeing on myself. I come out and Erica's friend Ashley yells "OH MY GOD SHE'S DIABETIC AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!" So the good Samaritan in me starts helping out like captain save a hoe! I take control of the situation and get Erica out the bathroom, wash her face and then I washed her bag. Oh my Lord! straight vomit all over it and I'm just going to town cleaning it. I'm looking in it for her meter and test strips, an old bloody strip or insulin any freaking thing that would classify her as a type 1 or 2. So I find nothing, I get her upstairs and Kaleigh buys her a hot dog and I get her water and now I have this tall amazon chick on me that keeps saying "I'm soo sorry you guys" Im asking where they parked and Ashley who is drunk asked drunk ass vomiting ass Erica where they parked. We go on church street make a right and then we made another right, we get by a dumpster and Ashley has to pee. It triggers my 10 shots and 8 beers so now I have to pee ugh! So I go behind the bush and Ashley is basically peeing on the sidewalk and Erica is leaning on this semi wall throwing up. Security came out and we're like "We're so sorry we're leaving right now" I get them to the car which was on the same street as Tanqs so we basically walked in a circle. GOOD RIDDANCE DRUNK BITCHEZZZ! I told them to hang around and sober up before they leave cause that was a bad scene waiting to happen.

I get back to Tanqs just exhausted and I get my beer that the bartender replaced because I dropped it in the bathroom adding more work for the clean up crew SORRY! Kaleigh buys me a shot and I drink my beer being the 2nd to last to leave, that's a 1st. I get a slice of pizza and start walking to Morgans house every 20 steps I have to pee. Im peeing behind bushes down by Lake Eola and praying no one sees me. The ducks are quaking and cars are every so often driving by, it was bad. I was tweeting the whole night and went back to read them #imretarded. I get to Morgans and I think to myself out loud "it'll be funny if the door was locked" HA! I get to the door and its locked and at that moment of when the door wouldn't open after i turned the knob is where the flashback came in a cloud over my head with Morgan saying "ok i'll leave the door unlocked for you" so much for that. Plus the whole time walking to her house I had the hiccups, so I call her and hear her phone right behind the door which I knew she would not hear it but I still called it 8 more times. I walk around to her window and this time I start to leave a drunk ass message while having the hiccups knocking on her window, praying a spider doesn't crawl on me. After all of that I still received no answer. I head over to the neighbors and had to crash on their couch, good thing I knew them.

I wake up by this rude dog slapping me in the face with its tail so I jump up and get in Morgans house. I fall asleep in my godsons bed and a couple of hours later I open my eyes and there's this parrot in my face. Now I'm thinking when in the world did they get a bird and I'm kinda freaking out because birds get tangled in my hair often. I cover my head with the blanket and I know I have never been able to sleep under cover so i cuff it so I can breathe. Let me just say I was wasted and still tripping...thank you. I finally peek out at it and its staring at me, then I go back to sleep and I wake up to really look at it. Its looking back at me still and I start thinking "ok there's no cage, no food or water, no droppings" I jump up laughing so hard because it was a fake bird. That's what I call straight T R I P P I N G!

The rest of that day was just as funny but hey I can tell all, but thats just no fun for me. This is the Misadventures of Novel-T!


~ciao.bless~

First Camping Daze with OBJ!!!!

OBJ is Orange Blossom Jamboree a music festival http://www.orangeblossomjamboree.com/ in Brooksville, FL. This camping trip took place May 2010 and it was filled of excitement and great music where i met alot of bands and friends.


The morganator and myself got to the camp site where our friends were. We borrowed a tent from Morgan's neighbors. As we set the tent up there were no rods to hold it up, what a tragedy! So our friend Kevin loans us a 2 man tent which only held half a man, but we were grateful. We both knew we weren't sleeping in it. We want to see how many people could actually fit in it so 4 of us crammed in there for 3 seconds then almost had a heart attack because it was so hot. We set up shop tables, chairs, buttons, a joke book (just in case) and we were off to explore. The vendors where great and one called the All Star Circus taught us how to poi ball which came pretty natural to me and we hoolah hooped with them. We continued on our journey to scope out the perimeter and to see some hott shirt less forest creatures.

We head back to our camp site and the "candy man" finds us and we are set for the night. Me and the morganator gets separated and i find myself in the vortex. The vortex was a long truck and on the inside was a plank you stand on and the walls move in a circular motion around you with multiple colors making you dizzy and shit which was awesome! After hanging with some kids at the vortex we smoked a bowl and hung out then went to jam to some music. I am a sucker for Live music so I had a blast hoolah hooping with beer and friends.

Night time came along and I was given some extra "candy" and I just could stop talking to everybody. Some random guy was sitting at my tent and car just zoned out so I sat next to him to see what was up with him then the next thing I know I found myself on my car talking to a group of people, I felt like I was giving a lecture about how we all meet at a median. Then I thought I seen Jesus (well the idol Jesus we all seen on tv) walking towards the group. He had paintings in his hand and I was blown away by all of them and the stories that came with them made me cream my pants. I WAS IN LOVE! His name was Carl Alm http://www.carlalmart.com/ very talented artist and stole my heart with his stories.

That night/morning I slept in someone elses tent for like 2 hours, avoiding the half man tent. Morning came and I was up early with my wine at the camp site with Dave and Doug and there was a 5 hour conversation about a monkey in the tree that was not really a monkey but sure did look like something to that effect. Sandy screaming "Where my mimosas!" "Where my bitches!" and Jeff roaming around bare feet with his dog Bella (so cute). Music through out the day and just fun times. Kevin and Dave set Doug's toe on fire which was amazing and that's what he gets for falling asleep on a cot in the middle of our campsite.

That night/morning Morgan knocked out and I was on my own to roam again and there was where I met Cope http://www.therealcope.com/ where there was the jam session at their camp site. I met Greg who I fell in love with and I keep telling the morganator I'm gonna marry him. They found out it was my first camping trip and they made me feel at home. Such great people who play great music. After the jam session I was hanging around with Katya and the drums were moving my soul on the inside so I started singing. I felt as though I was in a trance and it was very refreshing. Everyone loved it and I'm glad they did, it felt like a word was to be shared between us and I just delivered it. We hit the vortex one last time, then I met James who reminded me of an Elf but looked nothing like one. It was his hat and bandanna around the neck that made me think that. We started talking and he put his hat on me and said lets go roaming so that's what we did. Traveled all over the place just to get to his camp site to hangout with his friends who looked like forest people and I totally asked them if they lived here meaning in the woods...that was bad! We laughed and they offered my some white powder crap that I'm not into so yeah I was out.

Met up with my Vortex buddies, did some freestyling, and dancing. It was morning at this time, I mean full blown misty meadows. People started complaining about the hip hop music being blasted then we simmered it down with some acoustic with Chris. I remember going back to the tent to take a nap and there was snoring coming from my half man tent, with man shoes outside of it. I hesitated for a moment and thought about sleeping in my car but I wanted to lay down so i was like "whatever" and crawled in. It was killer stroke hot in there. I'm laying down and I open my eyes and this dude has on tighty whiteys OMG! yes i had to kick him out of there, that's just not right and I couldn't breathe anyway. I seen him later on that day and it was A W K W A R D!

Well I know I missed a couple of details like when me and Morgan didn't hang all day and she bumped into me asking for my keys and I gave it to her not knowing it was her. That moment was priceless. There was a massive Bonn fire I thought the forest was on fire but when I got to it I had to take a moment to appreciate life and all God has given me. Lets not forget about the mud wrestling, I was so excited to see it maybe too excited because this little boy in front of me looked back at me with his hand on his hip and gave me the "are you serious?" look and shook his head and turned back around (rude but funny). Did some Bullets! Danced my ass off to some sick ass bands like Aquaphonics http://www.aquaphonicsband.com/ and 3rd Stone http://www.3rdstoneband.com/.
I was walking and talking with this dude they call Cypress and found out he was like 17, that was so not cool. El Matamugu was great www.myspace.com/levimatamugu it was cosmic reggae, that was another great band. New Gravity http://www.newgravity.net/ and so much more but since I wrote alot as is I will leave it at that.

My first camping trip I must say I chose the perfect music festival to do it at, now I'm hooked! I love my new friends hope to see them again soon and meet many many more.


~ciao.bless~

WHEN LIFE THROWS YOU LEMONS...ASK FOR VODKA!

I'M JUST TIRED OF PLAYING CATCH UP WITH PAST EVENTS, THERE'S JUST TOO MUCH TO REMEMBER. HERE IT IS IN A TURTLE IN A HALF SHELL.

F! THE MAN FEST 3/20/2010 http://www.fthemanfest.com/ CLICK THE LINK AND THERE'S THE INFO AS PLAN AS DAY.WE TOOK A PARTY BUS TO THIS EVENT AND F'D THE MAN WITH NO LUBE THAT DAY. I WON A http://www.ARTSLAMmagazine.com/ POSTER THAT I STILL HAVEN'T GOT LAMINATED TO HANG SO ITS ROLLED UP IN MY CLOSET FOR SAFE KEEPINGS. THERE WAS AN F! THE MAN BOOTH PROVIDED BY http://www.slackertown.com/ (THEY'RE AWESOME! FOR YOUR DRUNK DIALING PLEASURE YOU MAY CALL 321-600-1200 AND CHECK THE WEBSITE TO HEAR SOME KILLER DRUNK DIALS.) THE BOOTH WAS THERE FOR YOU TO EXPRESS YOUR HATE FOR THE MAN AND SHOVE YOUR MIDDLE FINGER IN HIS FACE AKA THE CAMERA.

OVERALL GREAT FRIENDS ON THIS PARTY BUS ONCE AGAIN AND THE SAME GREAT BAND SNAFU! IT WAS A RIOT OF FUN, YOU SHOULD COME NEXT TIME!

WHAT ELSE?

THERE HAS BEEN PARTIES BOTH CLASSY AND TRASHY. RENDEZVOUS IN THE DARK AND HULAH HOOPS, GUYS WANTING TO MOTOR BOAT ME AND ALL TYPES OF CHAOS...OH MY GOODNESS HOW CAN I FORGET CAMPING FOR THE FIRST TIME! YESSSS THIS WAS MY FIRST CAMPING TRIP TO ORANGE BLOSSOM JAMBOREE WHICH I FELL IN LOVE WITH SO MANY PEOPLE AND IT WASN'T THE MUSHROOMS OK?

SO STAY TUNE FOR MY NEXT NOVEL-T STORY BECAUSE ITS A WHOOT! I GUESS I WILL PLAY CATCH UP AGAIN AFTER ALL AND TAKE THAT STROLL DOWN HIGH GRADE MEMORY LANE WHERE MY ROAD IS NOT YELLOW BRICK BUT A RAINBOW.



~ciao.bless~

MY FIRST BIRTHDAY PARTY AT THE AGE OF 25

ILL KEEP THIS ONE SHORT, WELL I'LL TRY....

MY PARENTS REALLY JUST DIDNT GIVE ME A PARTY BECAUSE THEY REALLY DIDNT BELIEVE IN HAVING ONE, THATS IT...


MY FRIENDS WHO I MET ON THE PARTY BUS FOUND OUT THAT IVE NEVER HAD A BIRTHDAY PARTY AND WANTED TO DO SOMETHING NICE FOR ME. MR.BEN GARDNER OF http://www.orlandobands.com/ OFFERED UP HIS HOUSE, WHICH WAS SO NICE OF HIM.

THANKS TO MY MORGANATOR I HAD A DONKEY PINATA THAT WAS FILLED WITH SOY SAUCE, WENDY'S KETCHUP, MAGNUM CONDOMS, AND BABY JOLLY RANCHERS, SHE ALSO BAKED MY FAVORITE STRAWBERRY CAKE WITH COOL WHIP AND M&M TOPPING... IT WAS GREAT!

PHIL FROM http://www.snafuonline.com/ BROKE OUT THE GUITAR AND WAS SINGING MY FAVORITE BOB MARLEY SONGS...DAMN NEAR MADE ME CRY!

THERE WAS A GOOD 25 PEOPLE WHO BOUGHT BEER AND UHMMM ILL CALL IT SPICE...LOL AND WE PLAYED WII AND HAD A GREAT TIME. THAT DAY WAS VERY SPECIAL TO ME BECAUSE I BARELY KNEW THESE PEOPLE AND THEY WANTED TO DO SOMETHING NICE FOR ME AND THEY DID IT WITH NO HESITATIONS AND ASKED FOR NOTHING IN RETURN.

WE ALL GOT WASTED AND IT WAS TRULY A NIGHT TO REMEMBER, Q FROM http://www.qshouse.com/ WAS TIED UP WITH THE STRING PAPER AND BUSTED OUT OF IT LIKE SOME CRAZY CALF BEING BORN. IT WAS A TRIP AND IT'LL BE EVEN BETTER NEXT YEAR WHEN I HAVE THE MOON BOUNCE, OH YESSS MOON BOUNCE THAT'S RIGHT!

GREAT FRIENDS IN MY CASE WAS EASY TO FIND!!!

I HAVE PICS ON MY FACEBOOK JUST REQUEST ME AS A FRIEND AND YOU'LL SEE THE SHENANIGANS.


~ciao.bless~

MY DAD WAS MY ANCHOR...NOW WHAT???

JOSE CHARLES WALSH 6/10/1938-9/25/2009 LOVE YOU DADDY!


BEING THE LAST CHILD OF A MINISTER IS REALLY TOUGH. I LET MY DAD DOWN TREMENDOUSLY SO MANY TIMES. HE HAD HIS OWN EXPECTATIONS OF ME AND MY AGENDA WAS TOTALLY DIFFERENT. HE TAUGHT ME AN AMPLE AMOUNT OF HIS WISDOM AND I AM EVER SO GRATEFUL. HIS LEGACY WILL FOREVER LIVE ON IN ME, MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND ALL THE PEOPLE HE HAS COME IN CONTACT WITH.

MY BIGGEST REGRET: I HAVEN TOLD ANYONE THIS.....
MY DAD ALWAYS TOLD ME THE STORY OF WHY I WAS BORN. HE PRAYED FOR A DAUGHTER THAT HE COULD TEACH AND WOULD TAKE CARE OF HIM IN HIS OLD AGE WHEN HE IS SICK. (I TEARING UP AS I WRITE) WHEN I MOVED TO ATLANTA I TOLD MY DAD LIKE A DAY BEFORE I LEFT THAT I WAS LEAVING. TO WHAT I CAN RECALL I BELIEVE HE STARTED GETTING SICK ON NUMEROUS OCCASIONS MORE THAN USUAL. THEN THE CANCER KICKED IN AND I LOST IT, MY MIND WAS GOING BACK AND FORTH TO GO HOME OR STAY AND I CHOSE TO STAY. THAT WAS MY BIGGEST REGRET EVER BECAUSE THAT STORY JUST STUCK AND STICKS WITH ME STILL TO THIS DAY. I HAVE TO TELL YOU THE LIFE I HAD IN BOSTON WOULD HAVE KILLED ME IF I WOULD HAVE WENT BACK. SO I DID CHOOSE TO BE SELFISH BUT MY PARENTS UNDERSTOOD THAT AND AGREED THAT I SHOULDN'T COME BACK EVEN THOUGH THEY WANT ME THERE AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO BE THERE TOO.


BEING THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY WITH MY TATTOOS AND PIERCINGS, DIFFERENT VIEWS ON RELIGION AND TASTE IN "OFF THE WALL" MUSIC. MY DAD AND I WOULD ALWAYS DISCUSS MY VIEWS WITH ME AND NO MATTER WHAT HE WAS GLAD I HAD MY OWN MIND EVEN IF HE DIDN'T AGREE WITH ME. I'VE MADE A SHIT LOAD OF BAD DECISIONS IN MY LIFE FROM DRUGS TO SEX TO VIOLENCE AND OTHER SHIT AND I THANK GOD EVERYDAY THAT I AM STILL ALIVE AND WELL. I BELIEVE IT WAS THE PRAYERS OF MY WONDERFUL LOVING MOTHER WHO COMPLAINS AND WORRIES ABOUT EVERYTHING (LOL) AND MY DAD THE ANCHOR OF OUR FAMILY, THAT KEPT ME OUT OF DANGERS ARMS MADE ME ESCAPE DEATH SO MANY TIMES.

MY DAD WAS STRICT AND I'M GLAD HE WAS BECAUSE LORD KNOWS WHO I WOULD HAVE BECOME IF HE WASN'T. I LOVE HIM AND I MISS HIM, I STILL CRY EVERYDAY FOR HIM LIKE A LITTLE BITCH BUT ITS OK.

R.I.P POPPA BEAR A.K.A MINISTER WALSH!

MY DAD WAS MY ANCHOR...NOW WHAT IS THIS GIRL TO DO?



~CIAO.BLESS~

Snafu Party Bus! 9/5/09 Let me tell you!

Its been well over a year since I have blogged about my crazy ass life. So come with me on a journey down memory lane....ready? if not oh well....


This was the SNAFU CD RELEASE PARTY!

Ill start from 9/3/09 my best friend Leah got married! So she went on her honeymoon and she left me with her car, so I'm like what to do this weekend? I haven't met anyone worth hanging out with on a regular basis besides crazy ass Kent so on 9/5/09 I'm on facebook and there's a status that reads "I HAVE AN EXTRA TICKET TO GO ON A PARTY BUS, WHO WANTS TO GO?" So I immediately respond like "Fuck yeah Ill go" then i check out his facebook page (cutie) so i know who to look for when I get there.

So this guy was Ben Gardener creator of www.orlandobands.com So i meet up with him that night and that's where the excitement came into play. He introduced me to Q=Quinton Sheer 0f www.qshouse.com this funny muthafucker is just a fucking riot! I knew no one on the bus and just being a spontaneous social butterfly I was all for whatever chaos that came about. So we're taking shots and playing game and its pure fun times then when end up at our 2nd stop who knows where. For all I know they could have been kidnapping me and I was all for it. Anyways the 2nd stop is where i met my soul sista Morgan, she got on the bus with the jello shots! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS!

It wasn't only because of the shots i liked her but we had similarities (its a Pisces thing) So I'm doing the jello shots even though I don't eat jello because its Gelatin and I'm a vegetarian so I'm tipsy and feeling guilty and i had to get on the mic and say my testimony. I swear to God I wish I could remember the words I said but all I remember was everyone saying "AMEN SISTA AMEN!!! YOU ARE FORGIVEN" funny as fuck! So I remember Jimmy and his friend I cant remember his friends name but he said he will never forget me because (ok brace yourself) i guess he pulled down his pants and i don't know exactly what the did but then he held his hand up to me for a hi5 so i slap his hand, he's laughing out of control and I'm lost in laughter he's like "i just touched my ass with this hand and you touched it" so i look at my hand and i put it to my face and sniff it from wrist to finger tips and exhale a "aaaahhhh" like it was refreshing and that siked everyone out like "who the fuck does that" so that's why he wont forget me but i bet he already did...lol *priceless*

Ok so we get to the venue and I was totally caught off guard by the flashing lights and video cameras. I was like WTF!!! THIS SHYT IS SERIOUS so I get my picture taken and go inside to hear the band SNAFU and I totally fell in love! I went to see other bands in orlando but no one has caught my attention like this one www.snafuonline.com (get this im a part of the band now...crazy surreal.)

I'm jammin and rockin out to some awesome music and taking pics with random people (still drinking) It was an experience of a lifetime! When its all over I get to thank the band for such an awesome time and hope to see them again soon. I'm pretty sure I rambled on about alot of other things to but they were so nice to listen to this drunkard. I get back on the party bus and I inhale even more shenanigans. We're laughing and having a good time and jimmy's dick dot com came into play, yeah same jimmy from earlier in the blog. It was like an advertisement for prostitution and STD's. "FOR YOUR LOCAL HERPES FEST PLEASE VISIT JIMMYS DICK DOT COM" "LOOK FOR A CHEAP THRILL? VISIT JIMMYS DICK DOT COM" yeah shyt like that.

It was priceless and I don't know how I ended up with a full bottle of Vodka but I did and I liked it. The next day whenever I woke up and checked my facebook i had like 25 friend requests and 13 messages. It was awesome and happy to say I'm still really good friends with everyone!


Novel-T signing out
~ciao.bless~

THERE IS SOMETHING INSIDE BOILING...

SCREAMING DOWN BY THE QUARRY TO GET THIS FIRE OUT AND IT WANTS NOT TO LEAVE...

IM ON THE EDGE AND ITS TEMPTING TO JUST JUMP OFF THIS BITCH...

I HAVE NOTHING AND NO ONE...

AS MUCH AS I LOVE MY MAN, HIM AS WELL AS OTHERS WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND...

THEY SAY THEY GOT ME AND ILL ALWAYS HAVE THEM BUT NO....MORE LIES THEY TRY TO FEED, BUT IM TOO FULL FROM THE PREVIOUS SEASONS OF LIES....

WHEN IM GONE AND NOWHERE TO BE FOUND...ILL BE GLAD THEY NEVER LOOKED FOR ME...

~CIAO.BLESS~

WOW!!!! MY FIRST DAY @ WORK....

SO I GET TO WORK 11 AM ON THE DOT, MANAGERS POSTED UP OUTSIDE TALKING AND SHIT....ONE CHICK MAD CUZ SHE WANNA BE A MANAGER AND I CAME IN AND TOOK THAT POSITION....(YEAH BOY WHAT???!!!)

ME- GOOD MORNING! GOOD MORNING! PEACE, LOVE, AND HAPPINESS *PEACE SIGN*

1 MANAGER- *STARES HARD*

OTHERS- GOOD MORNING...GM...GM...GM...blahblahblah

so im in the middle of a conversation and this guy just rudely interrupts about nothing...i dnt know wat he said but i was kind of pissed and had that NO THE FUCK THIS PUSSYNIGGA DIDNT type look...MY FACIAL EXPRESSIONS TELL IT ALL...

MANAGER - *SCOFFS* IMMA HAVE ME SUM FUN WITH YOU

ME - WAHHH???? *STUPID FACE*

anyways...we go inside for orientation...we introduce ourselves IM last to go so im like

IM ABLEYNE YOU CAN CALL ME AB OR NOVEL-T, IM A SINGER AND A HEART FELT SONGWRITER WHO IS A FB AND MYSPACE JUNKIE...JUST MOVED HERE AND LOVING IT...TRYING TO FIND MY ITCH(NON-STD RELATED) just to kill the deadness

laughter in the air end someone shouted MYSPACE GETS ME IN TROUBLE and i was like ONLY IF YOUR A WHORE ....(and the crowd goes wild *hands in air*)
convos sparks when someone asked me something then the director was like GET TO KNOW HER ON YOUR BREAK , I KNOW SHE SEEMS LIKE A CATCH HUH? im thinking like what the fuck is going on here but i didnt take it to heart it was a form of a compliment that deteriorated before it came out his mouth...

BREAK TIME *DINGDINGDING*

half the guys in the room and the only other female besides myself is surrounding me with questions and we're laughing and joking and this one convos about cOkE came up *smh*

1 THINK YOU DONT TALK ABOUT ON YOUR FIRST DAY AT WORK IS COKE!!!!

anywho...so it went like so

MANAGER - SUMTHING SUMTHING AND HE WAS DOING COKE OF THE TOILET SEAT AT A NIGHTCLUB AND THATS HOW HE DIED

OTHERS - DAMN...THATS NASTY...shit like that..... watever

ME- WHO THE HELL DOES SOME DUMB SHIT LIKE THAT?? HE COULD HAVE KEPT IT COOL AND FUNKY AND SNORT THAT SHIT OFF HIS HAND AND KEPT IT MOVING...Y THE TOILET SEAT????

MANAGER- YOU SOUND LIKE YOU HAVE SOME EXPERIENCE...LET ME FIND OUT....I USED TO GET DOWN LIKE THAT BACK IN THE DAY
(no nigga still in this day...i know he still on it)

now everyone looking at me like i snort coke and shit

ME- NO MY FRIEND...BUT DNT ACT LIKE YALL MF'S NEVER SEEN BLOW(crowd goes wild again)

its late and imma shorten this up....*yawn*

the manager was flirting with me throughout the whole day and i love having management in my pocket, I know how to play my cards right *wink*...he text me after work and gets sexual all nonchalant and shit and just POPPED OUT THE CUT with some freaky shit that caught me off guard and wanting me to blaze drink n chill with him...lmao...i find this shit bizarre how forward he is in a creepy way...he called me and said sum shit and the word WILLY NILLY came out his mouth....BAAAHAHAHAHAHA YOU KNOW HE'S AN OLD TIMER....im like LISTEN HEAR OLD TIMER STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HIP CUZ YOU KNOW HOW TO TEXT YOU CANT BE HOLLERING OUT NO WILLY NILLY, YOU BOUND TO GET OFFED ROUND THESE PARTS...talking all country to his ass

anyways i just found this day not offensive but just plain hilarious and im curious to see what is instored for tomorrow AKA 11am...my boss' r crazy!!!!


~JUST ANOTHER DAY OF A PISCES~


~ciao.bless~

UPDATE...ITS BEEN A WHILE....

I'VE BEEN NEGLECTING MYSELF WHEN I DONT BLOG ON HERE...SO MUCH SHIT IS GOING ON...TOO MUCH SHIT IS GOING ON.....AND LIFE IS STILL GOING ON.....

FROM QUITING MY JOB TO SEARCHING FOR A NEW ONE...FROM TAKING ON RIDICULOUS JOBS AND BRAINIAC ISSUES....TOO COMPLEXXXX

ME AND THIS GUY FINALLY GOT TOGETHER AFTER WE LOST TOUCH...WE FINALLY MET BACK UP AT A MUTUAL FRIENDS HOUSE AND WE'VE BEEN ON OUR GRIND FOR 3 MONTHS AND IT SUCKS THAT I MADE THIS MOVE TO FLORIDA AND LEFT HIM BEHIND FOR A LITTLE BIT BUT ITS ALL GOOD...WE'RE HAPPY

YES MOVED TO FLORIDA....PACKED UP ALL MY SHIT AND SET MOTHERFUCKING SALE (WATCH ME YYYYOOUUU!!!!) AND IT IS CRAZY ALREADY...COMEDY HOUR ALL DAY....I LOVE IT THOUGH....MEETING INTERESTING PEOPLE AND JUST PLAIN CRAZY FOLKS WHICH IM USED TO AS WELL....NIGHT LIFE IS WACK HERE IN KISSIMMEE I FOUND ALL THE ACTION DWNTWN ORLANDO, MY FAM LIVES IN FT.LAUDERDALE, AND PEOPLE I KNOW ARE 3/4 HOURS AWAY...TRAGEDY!!!!!!

WELL I HAVE A BROTHER HERE IN ORLANDO WHO I MET ONCE ABOUT 10 YEARS AGO OR SO....GOT HIS NUMBER FROM MY COUSIN...KIND OF HESITANT TO CALL FOR SOME REASON....BUT SHOULD AND WILL SUCK IT UP AND KOOL OUT AND JUST CALL...

WENT TO AN INTERVIEW TODAY...GOT THE JOB...WE'LL SEE EXACTLY WHATS UP WITH THAT ON WEDNESDAY....PRAYING HARD....

MY MUSIC IS COMING ALONG AND IM EXCITED ABOUT WORKING WITH A GOOD FRIEND OF MINES SHORTLY....LIFE IS GOOD BUT COMPLICATED AND I ENJOY THE GOOD TO THE FULLEST....I WAKE UP TO A MIC AND FALL ASLEEP WITH THE BITCH ON OCCASIONS...LOL


LIVING IT UP AND HOLDING ON....MY LIFE IS STILL LIVING SO MORE ADVENTURES!!!!


~ciao.bless~

THERAPEUTIC CHAIN OF EVENTS!!!!!!!

ITS A THERAPEUTIC CHAIN OF EVENTS I SAY!!!!


FROM BEING ON TOP TO HITTING THE BOTTOM TO CLIMBING BACK UPPER THE LADDER..EXCITEMENT AND BEREAVEMENT ENGULFS MY SOUL FROM DAY TO DAY.


CONVERSATIONS FROM EVERYONE THAT SURROUNDS ME FROM WHAT I SHOULD DO AND SHOULDN'T DO...UGH!!! JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY...NO ONE KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME, THEY JUST KNOW WHAT THEY WOULD DO IN MY POSITION WHICH MIGHT NOT WORK OUT FOR ME...IN MOST CASES.


I ENJOY HAVING MY OWN MIND TO SUBJECT MYSELF TO OPINIONS IS NOT A BAD THING AT ALL, BUT I AM CONFIDENT IN MY CHOICES ON LIFE BECAUSE ITS MINE *SMILE*

WELL UNTIL NEXT TIME......LIFE MUST GO ON AND IT SURE WILL, WITH OR WITHOUT ME!!!


~CIAO.BLESS~

You dont love me!!!!

and i know now!!!!

ANTI-SOCIAL???? NOT MUTHERFUCKING ME BITCHES!!!!!

MY WEEKEND WAS FRIKKIN CRAZY.....

OK FRIDAY WENT TO SEE SAW V...IT SUCKED...I WAS PISSED AT MY BFFF SO I HAD TO LEAVE THAT MUTHERFUCKER CAUSE IT WAS JUST THE BEST THING TO DO...

SO I WENT TO GAME NIGHT WHICH I SHOULD HAVE JUST WENT TO FIRST AND NOT WASTE GAS,TIME,AND MONEY AT THE MOVIES.... SO I GOT THERE LATE SO THEY WAS JUST SITTING AROUND TALKING...SO IM READY TO PLAY AND DRINK AND DRINK SOME SOME *SMILE* THEY PLAYED ALREADY AND THEIR DRUNK AND SOME PEOPLE LEFT SO I CALL SOME FRIENDS OVER AND THE PARTY IS BACK ON...

WE PLAYED *TABOO* AND *HAVE YOU EVER?*

I WILL NEVER PLAY HAVE YOU EVER AGAIN...I GOT BENT OFF THAT DAMN GAME AND THEY GUYS WAS JUST TRYING TO GET AT ME (HORNY BASTARDS) ANYWAYS THAT SHIT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!!!!


THERE WAS THIS MASSIVE DEBATE *ARGUEMENT* LOL ABOUT THE CATEGORY THIS GUY PUT THE FEMALES IN....OK SO WE HAD *WIFEY MATERIAL* *GIRLFRIEND* *JUMPOFF* AND *ONENIGHT STAND*.....THESE BITCHES WENT MUTHERFUCKING WILD WHEN THEY CALLED THEM ONENIGHT STAND OR A JUMPOFF....HA!!! I GOT CALLED A JUMPOFF AND ONENIGHT STAND IT WAS NOTHING....I GOT CALLED WIFEY AND GIRLFRIEND IT WAS NOTHING...THEN IT WAS JUST ON ME AND MY SISTER ARGUING BOUT SUM FUCKERY...THEN WE GANG UP ON EVERYONE ELSE WHEN WE AGREE WITH EACH OTHER...I LOVE IT!!!!!!


OK SATURDAY *HANGOVER*

I FORGOT I HAD TO BE A SOCCER MOM TODAY FOR MY NEPHEW WHICH I DONT MIND ITS QUITE FUN...SO WENT TO PAY MY CAR NOTE WENT TO PLAY SOCCER AND WATCH MY NEPHEW PLAY...I WANTED TO JUMP IN AND JUST BODY SLAM A COUPLE OF THOSE DAMN KIDS...

I FOUND AN AFFORDABLE MUSIC CLASS ACROSS FROM HIS SOCCER BUILDING...I WALKED IN THERE AND I WAS IN HEAVEN...MY MOUTH DROPPED *ORGASMIC*

THE GUITARS WERE GLISTENING LIKE STARS AND THE DRUMS WERE BEATING ON MY HEAR THOSE DAMN PIANOS RAISED CHOPIN(MY FAVE) AND BEETHOVEN FROM THE GRAVE...THE INSTRUCTOR WAS A CUTIE TOO...BUT YES I FELL SOO DEEP IN LOVE!!!

OK LONG STORY SHORT...HA!

WENT TO THIS GUYS HOUSE IN THE NIGHT FOR DRINKS AND MUSIC I WAS BULLIED INTO SINGING SOO I CAVED JUST SOO I CAN STOP BEING BOTHERED...SO I SANG THEN I WAS STILL GETTING BOTHERED WITH THE "OH I DIDNT KNOW YOU COULD SING" "OH THAT WAS SOO GOOD" UGGHHHH!!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!

ANYWAYS WE WENT TO A SPORTS BAR AFTER..AND WE SET THAT BITCH ON FIRE...TRUE DEFINITION OF *NO ONE ON THE CORNER HAS SWAGGER LIKE US* I FELT LIKE I WAS THE PICKUP ARTIST....WE BLEW THAT JOINT CAUSE I WAS JUST OVER IT...THE GUYS WERE ON US MAN...LIKE "WHERE YALL GOING?" TYPE SHIT...

SO WE ALL ENDED UP PARTYING AT THIS OTHER SPOT *GOLDEN* I HAD 5 BLUE MUTHERFUCKAS, 2 SHOTS OF PATRON AND 2 BEERS AND DANCED AND TALKED THE NIGHT AWAY........MIKE CHECK 1 2 1 2!!!!!


ANTI-SOCIAL??????

NOT MUTHERFUCKING ME BITCHES!!!!!!



~CIAO.BLESS~

*SHRUGGZ*

I realize this morning that my feelings are not heard....

Thats cool...

They say what they want then me but there was no me, i had to let it go....

I see the troubles that lie ahead with this and it scares the shit out of me...but if thats what must happen then soo be...the end of it will appear if we life it or not...i just pray it will be prolonged...


Make sure you're being heard and make sure your actually listening to the other person especially me...please read between the lines if necessary because careless attitudes wont get you too far....


AS I WAIT IT HURTS SOO BAD AND YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND!



~ciao.bless~