ANTI-SOCIAL???? NOT MUTHERFUCKING ME BITCHES!!!!!

MY WEEKEND WAS FRIKKIN CRAZY.....

OK FRIDAY WENT TO SEE SAW V...IT SUCKED...I WAS PISSED AT MY BFFF SO I HAD TO LEAVE THAT MUTHERFUCKER CAUSE IT WAS JUST THE BEST THING TO DO...

SO I WENT TO GAME NIGHT WHICH I SHOULD HAVE JUST WENT TO FIRST AND NOT WASTE GAS,TIME,AND MONEY AT THE MOVIES.... SO I GOT THERE LATE SO THEY WAS JUST SITTING AROUND TALKING...SO IM READY TO PLAY AND DRINK AND DRINK SOME SOME *SMILE* THEY PLAYED ALREADY AND THEIR DRUNK AND SOME PEOPLE LEFT SO I CALL SOME FRIENDS OVER AND THE PARTY IS BACK ON...

WE PLAYED *TABOO* AND *HAVE YOU EVER?*

I WILL NEVER PLAY HAVE YOU EVER AGAIN...I GOT BENT OFF THAT DAMN GAME AND THEY GUYS WAS JUST TRYING TO GET AT ME (HORNY BASTARDS) ANYWAYS THAT SHIT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!!!!


THERE WAS THIS MASSIVE DEBATE *ARGUEMENT* LOL ABOUT THE CATEGORY THIS GUY PUT THE FEMALES IN....OK SO WE HAD *WIFEY MATERIAL* *GIRLFRIEND* *JUMPOFF* AND *ONENIGHT STAND*.....THESE BITCHES WENT MUTHERFUCKING WILD WHEN THEY CALLED THEM ONENIGHT STAND OR A JUMPOFF....HA!!! I GOT CALLED A JUMPOFF AND ONENIGHT STAND IT WAS NOTHING....I GOT CALLED WIFEY AND GIRLFRIEND IT WAS NOTHING...THEN IT WAS JUST ON ME AND MY SISTER ARGUING BOUT SUM FUCKERY...THEN WE GANG UP ON EVERYONE ELSE WHEN WE AGREE WITH EACH OTHER...I LOVE IT!!!!!!


OK SATURDAY *HANGOVER*

I FORGOT I HAD TO BE A SOCCER MOM TODAY FOR MY NEPHEW WHICH I DONT MIND ITS QUITE FUN...SO WENT TO PAY MY CAR NOTE WENT TO PLAY SOCCER AND WATCH MY NEPHEW PLAY...I WANTED TO JUMP IN AND JUST BODY SLAM A COUPLE OF THOSE DAMN KIDS...

I FOUND AN AFFORDABLE MUSIC CLASS ACROSS FROM HIS SOCCER BUILDING...I WALKED IN THERE AND I WAS IN HEAVEN...MY MOUTH DROPPED *ORGASMIC*

THE GUITARS WERE GLISTENING LIKE STARS AND THE DRUMS WERE BEATING ON MY HEAR THOSE DAMN PIANOS RAISED CHOPIN(MY FAVE) AND BEETHOVEN FROM THE GRAVE...THE INSTRUCTOR WAS A CUTIE TOO...BUT YES I FELL SOO DEEP IN LOVE!!!

OK LONG STORY SHORT...HA!

WENT TO THIS GUYS HOUSE IN THE NIGHT FOR DRINKS AND MUSIC I WAS BULLIED INTO SINGING SOO I CAVED JUST SOO I CAN STOP BEING BOTHERED...SO I SANG THEN I WAS STILL GETTING BOTHERED WITH THE "OH I DIDNT KNOW YOU COULD SING" "OH THAT WAS SOO GOOD" UGGHHHH!!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!

ANYWAYS WE WENT TO A SPORTS BAR AFTER..AND WE SET THAT BITCH ON FIRE...TRUE DEFINITION OF *NO ONE ON THE CORNER HAS SWAGGER LIKE US* I FELT LIKE I WAS THE PICKUP ARTIST....WE BLEW THAT JOINT CAUSE I WAS JUST OVER IT...THE GUYS WERE ON US MAN...LIKE "WHERE YALL GOING?" TYPE SHIT...

SO WE ALL ENDED UP PARTYING AT THIS OTHER SPOT *GOLDEN* I HAD 5 BLUE MUTHERFUCKAS, 2 SHOTS OF PATRON AND 2 BEERS AND DANCED AND TALKED THE NIGHT AWAY........MIKE CHECK 1 2 1 2!!!!!


ANTI-SOCIAL??????

NOT MUTHERFUCKING ME BITCHES!!!!!!



~CIAO.BLESS~

*SHRUGGZ*

I realize this morning that my feelings are not heard....

Thats cool...

They say what they want then me but there was no me, i had to let it go....

I see the troubles that lie ahead with this and it scares the shit out of me...but if thats what must happen then soo be...the end of it will appear if we life it or not...i just pray it will be prolonged...


Make sure you're being heard and make sure your actually listening to the other person especially me...please read between the lines if necessary because careless attitudes wont get you too far....


AS I WAIT IT HURTS SOO BAD AND YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND!



~ciao.bless~

*STAMP*

YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW WHY I LOVE YOU...JUST KNOW THAT I DO!!!!

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN...MIKE CHECK 1 2 , 1 2...

*STAMP*



~CIAO.BLESS~

SCARS!!!

WHO TRULY KNEW??????

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feelI tried to help you once
Against my own adviceI saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourselfI can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I triedI'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life


~PAPA ROACH~

WONDERING!!!

WELL SHIT STINKS...THATS A FACT

I GUESS IM EXPENDABLE TO FOLKS OF A CARELESS MATTER *SIGH*

WHO KNOWS WHAT THE FUTURE HAS IN STORED ALL I KNOW IS THAT COMMUNICATION IS KEY AND WITHOUT IT WE ARE HISTORY...SO LETS SEE EXACTLY WHERE WE GET WITHOUT COMMUNICATION IF THAT IS WHAT HAS BEEN CHOSEN...

WELL SHIT STILL STINKS...THATS STILL A FACT...





~CIAO.BLESS~

Nothing Last Forever...

people try...

but nothing last forever...

I'm good with all the recent events that have taken place in my life...

life's lessons i find quite funny but i travel through having faith in all those who are in my circle of life and myself of course...i cherish good friends and alot of them just dont know how valuable they are and who would lay down their life for a friend...i dont expect anyone to die for me...but yes i would die for my friends...YES I WOULD!!!!!

this morning i had such a weird feeling about something unknown...I'm not too sure but an investigation will be in progress soon...

I'm excited that my last day working will be next Wednesday...and my first day working anew is Thursday...I'm ready for another journey but never the same...

before i started working in the personal care home i was reading this psychology book not knowing that i would actually have to use those same skills read at my job...i find it interesting that i was reading a marketing book not too long ago and now i will be working for a marketing company....God is great in his mysterious way that i adore to the utmost...

trials are in my future i know that much, and I'm ready to kick ass by all means necessary... my life is a roller coaster and i wouldn't have it any other way...

we shall see who is standing when the fog clears....

nothing last forever...but we all wish it did....


~ciao.bless~

A FIGHT TIL AND TO THE DEATH!!!

IM SOO NOT GIVING UP!!!!!

THIS IS SOO FREAKING EXCITING...MY HEART SKIPS BEAT JUST THINKING OF ALL POSSIBILITIES AND HOW THEY WOULD WORK IN MY FAVOR FOR PROSPERITY!!!


FAITH IS GREAT...LETS DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!


~CIAO.BLESS~