THERAPEUTIC CHAIN OF EVENTS!!!!!!!

ITS A THERAPEUTIC CHAIN OF EVENTS I SAY!!!!


FROM BEING ON TOP TO HITTING THE BOTTOM TO CLIMBING BACK UPPER THE LADDER..EXCITEMENT AND BEREAVEMENT ENGULFS MY SOUL FROM DAY TO DAY.


CONVERSATIONS FROM EVERYONE THAT SURROUNDS ME FROM WHAT I SHOULD DO AND SHOULDN'T DO...UGH!!! JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY...NO ONE KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME, THEY JUST KNOW WHAT THEY WOULD DO IN MY POSITION WHICH MIGHT NOT WORK OUT FOR ME...IN MOST CASES.


I ENJOY HAVING MY OWN MIND TO SUBJECT MYSELF TO OPINIONS IS NOT A BAD THING AT ALL, BUT I AM CONFIDENT IN MY CHOICES ON LIFE BECAUSE ITS MINE *SMILE*

WELL UNTIL NEXT TIME......LIFE MUST GO ON AND IT SURE WILL, WITH OR WITHOUT ME!!!


~CIAO.BLESS~

You dont love me!!!!

and i know now!!!!

ANTI-SOCIAL???? NOT MUTHERFUCKING ME BITCHES!!!!!

MY WEEKEND WAS FRIKKIN CRAZY.....

OK FRIDAY WENT TO SEE SAW V...IT SUCKED...I WAS PISSED AT MY BFFF SO I HAD TO LEAVE THAT MUTHERFUCKER CAUSE IT WAS JUST THE BEST THING TO DO...

SO I WENT TO GAME NIGHT WHICH I SHOULD HAVE JUST WENT TO FIRST AND NOT WASTE GAS,TIME,AND MONEY AT THE MOVIES.... SO I GOT THERE LATE SO THEY WAS JUST SITTING AROUND TALKING...SO IM READY TO PLAY AND DRINK AND DRINK SOME SOME *SMILE* THEY PLAYED ALREADY AND THEIR DRUNK AND SOME PEOPLE LEFT SO I CALL SOME FRIENDS OVER AND THE PARTY IS BACK ON...

WE PLAYED *TABOO* AND *HAVE YOU EVER?*

I WILL NEVER PLAY HAVE YOU EVER AGAIN...I GOT BENT OFF THAT DAMN GAME AND THEY GUYS WAS JUST TRYING TO GET AT ME (HORNY BASTARDS) ANYWAYS THAT SHIT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!!!!


THERE WAS THIS MASSIVE DEBATE *ARGUEMENT* LOL ABOUT THE CATEGORY THIS GUY PUT THE FEMALES IN....OK SO WE HAD *WIFEY MATERIAL* *GIRLFRIEND* *JUMPOFF* AND *ONENIGHT STAND*.....THESE BITCHES WENT MUTHERFUCKING WILD WHEN THEY CALLED THEM ONENIGHT STAND OR A JUMPOFF....HA!!! I GOT CALLED A JUMPOFF AND ONENIGHT STAND IT WAS NOTHING....I GOT CALLED WIFEY AND GIRLFRIEND IT WAS NOTHING...THEN IT WAS JUST ON ME AND MY SISTER ARGUING BOUT SUM FUCKERY...THEN WE GANG UP ON EVERYONE ELSE WHEN WE AGREE WITH EACH OTHER...I LOVE IT!!!!!!


OK SATURDAY *HANGOVER*

I FORGOT I HAD TO BE A SOCCER MOM TODAY FOR MY NEPHEW WHICH I DONT MIND ITS QUITE FUN...SO WENT TO PAY MY CAR NOTE WENT TO PLAY SOCCER AND WATCH MY NEPHEW PLAY...I WANTED TO JUMP IN AND JUST BODY SLAM A COUPLE OF THOSE DAMN KIDS...

I FOUND AN AFFORDABLE MUSIC CLASS ACROSS FROM HIS SOCCER BUILDING...I WALKED IN THERE AND I WAS IN HEAVEN...MY MOUTH DROPPED *ORGASMIC*

THE GUITARS WERE GLISTENING LIKE STARS AND THE DRUMS WERE BEATING ON MY HEAR THOSE DAMN PIANOS RAISED CHOPIN(MY FAVE) AND BEETHOVEN FROM THE GRAVE...THE INSTRUCTOR WAS A CUTIE TOO...BUT YES I FELL SOO DEEP IN LOVE!!!

OK LONG STORY SHORT...HA!

WENT TO THIS GUYS HOUSE IN THE NIGHT FOR DRINKS AND MUSIC I WAS BULLIED INTO SINGING SOO I CAVED JUST SOO I CAN STOP BEING BOTHERED...SO I SANG THEN I WAS STILL GETTING BOTHERED WITH THE "OH I DIDNT KNOW YOU COULD SING" "OH THAT WAS SOO GOOD" UGGHHHH!!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!

ANYWAYS WE WENT TO A SPORTS BAR AFTER..AND WE SET THAT BITCH ON FIRE...TRUE DEFINITION OF *NO ONE ON THE CORNER HAS SWAGGER LIKE US* I FELT LIKE I WAS THE PICKUP ARTIST....WE BLEW THAT JOINT CAUSE I WAS JUST OVER IT...THE GUYS WERE ON US MAN...LIKE "WHERE YALL GOING?" TYPE SHIT...

SO WE ALL ENDED UP PARTYING AT THIS OTHER SPOT *GOLDEN* I HAD 5 BLUE MUTHERFUCKAS, 2 SHOTS OF PATRON AND 2 BEERS AND DANCED AND TALKED THE NIGHT AWAY........MIKE CHECK 1 2 1 2!!!!!


ANTI-SOCIAL??????

NOT MUTHERFUCKING ME BITCHES!!!!!!



~CIAO.BLESS~

*SHRUGGZ*

I realize this morning that my feelings are not heard....

Thats cool...

They say what they want then me but there was no me, i had to let it go....

I see the troubles that lie ahead with this and it scares the shit out of me...but if thats what must happen then soo be...the end of it will appear if we life it or not...i just pray it will be prolonged...


Make sure you're being heard and make sure your actually listening to the other person especially me...please read between the lines if necessary because careless attitudes wont get you too far....


AS I WAIT IT HURTS SOO BAD AND YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND!



~ciao.bless~

*STAMP*

YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW WHY I LOVE YOU...JUST KNOW THAT I DO!!!!

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN...MIKE CHECK 1 2 , 1 2...

*STAMP*



~CIAO.BLESS~

SCARS!!!

WHO TRULY KNEW??????

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feelI tried to help you once
Against my own adviceI saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourselfI can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I triedI'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life


~PAPA ROACH~

WONDERING!!!

WELL SHIT STINKS...THATS A FACT

I GUESS IM EXPENDABLE TO FOLKS OF A CARELESS MATTER *SIGH*

WHO KNOWS WHAT THE FUTURE HAS IN STORED ALL I KNOW IS THAT COMMUNICATION IS KEY AND WITHOUT IT WE ARE HISTORY...SO LETS SEE EXACTLY WHERE WE GET WITHOUT COMMUNICATION IF THAT IS WHAT HAS BEEN CHOSEN...

WELL SHIT STILL STINKS...THATS STILL A FACT...





~CIAO.BLESS~