MY EMO'S FLEXXING WITH ME!!!

I WAS TALKING TO A FRIEND OF MINE AND SHE SAID THAT SUM SHITS ABOUT TO POP OFF IN MY LIFE...IT WAS WEIRD CUZ I HAD THE SAME FEELING.

MONDAY I WAS SOOO FRIKKIN DOWN I WAS PRACTICALLY OUT OF IT NOT WANTING TO TALK TO ANYONE...BUT 1 PERSON

BUT TRUTH BE TOLD I WAS REALLY MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT DOING WHAT I NEEDED TO DO WITH MY MUSIC AND SCHOOL...BUT WHEN I WAS TALKING TO MY FRIEND SHE SAID I NEED TO SEPARATE MYSELF AND GO DO IT BECAUSE THE SHIT IM ABOUT TO ENCOUNTER IM BOUT TO NEED A SAFE HAVEN ASAP...

IT GOT ME KINDA SHOOK BUT I BELIEVED HER AND IM FIGURING SHIT OUT SLOWLY BUT SURELY AND I PRAY THAT IT WONT BE WHAT I THINK IT IS...

IT FEELS LIKE ROCK BOTTOM OR SOMEWHAT CLOSE TO IT...NOW ITS JUST TIME TO PROVE MYSELF WORTHY OF MY OWN ACCEPTANCE....SOO MUCH TO FRIKKIN TO DO AND IM ALL BY MYSELF TO DO IT...

IM READY, DETERMINED, ANXIOUS, AND SOMEWHAT FRIGHTENED BY MY FUTURE BUT ITS MINE FOR THE TAKING AND NOBODY IS TAKING THIS TITLE...

NOBODY...

MY EMO'S ARE BOUNCING OFF WALLS AND STIRRING UP CONFUSION AT TIMES...BUT I CANT LET IT GET THE BEST OF ME...


WISH ME KNOWLEDGE,WISDOM, AND UNDERSTANDING ON MY JOURNEY TO THE TOP CUZ ITS ABOUT TO GET REAL UGLY!!!



~CIAO.BLESS~